surviving lockdown 2.0 with journaling, afternoon sunsets & mild alcohol dependency 🍷 november 2020

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taja shania
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hello to everyone and anyone watching! 👋🏾 so i’m ngl, this vlog is hella depressing 😔 november has never been a good month for me for as long as i can remember, either because of personal things happening in my life (thinking of you 2011 ❤️) or because of the weather - shorter days, less sunlight, more cold.

adding seasonal depression to the fact that we’re in a pandemic and the uk went into lockdown for the whole month and i’m miserable being at home which is in all honesty quite a toxic environment, plus the fact that i’ve not seen any of my friends irl since september and you can imagine how down i’ve been! 🙃

i tried different methods to cheer myself up this month, like journaling (more frequently than i’ve done in a while), and um... day drinking 😬 (please drink responsibly people), but nothing really worked fully, i think that brought me proper joy was my little trip to central london for my sister’s violin exam and the gorgeous 4pm sunsets - the only pro of daylight savings time. 🌇

anyway this description is super long lol sorry, you know what to do though (like, comment & subscribe)! see you in next week’s video!!! 💞

i love all 1,150 of you! ❤️

remember to always stay true to yourself and be nice to everyone,
taja xx

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girl - sobs (intro song) https://youtu.be/EGsAcG7K5Ss
chiquilín de bachín - astor piazzolla and horacio ferrer (one of the songs my sister played at her exam!)
comfort crowd - conan gray (live acoustic)
subside - eloise (outro song) https://youtu.be/dHXMjoA-daA

(i don’t own the rights to any of the songs, no copyright intended!!)

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- how old am i? i know i look 12 but i am in fact 22 at the time this was posted (born 23/4/1998) 😉😌
- where am i from? london, england (the best city in the world) 🏙
- what’s your star sign? taurus sun, pisces moon (i’ve yet to find out my rising sign) ✨
- did you go to uni? yes! i went to *edgy leeds* aka university of leeds 😎😜
- what do i film and edit on? i film on my iphone, and edit on the splice app (until i can afford fancier equipment) 📸

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